Drop A Heart

I'm shocked that I've failed this song. After ridiculing everyone for strapping themselves to the FOB bandwagon in high school I actually listened to them and found, holy heck, I like 'em. This was a total theme song, cause, yeah, I usually am more than boys bargain for. But it is what it is. (Picking my favorite lyrics is near impossible... too much goodness going on in the lyrics)

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

101.What is your number one goal for the next six months?

To find a job.

102.Would you ever give up your life to save someone else?

Yeah, I probably would.

103.Are you happy with yourself?

In ways, yes. In others, no.

104.What is the meaning of ‘peace’ to you?

Peace is the equivalent of recognizing God to me. I’m always searching for it and it comes in pieces and wanes like the moon.

105.What are three moral rules you will never break?

Everything is circumstantial.

106.What does it mean to allow another person to truly love you?

I don’t know. I can’t say that this is my specialty.  I honestly can’t come up with an answer.

107.Who or what do you think of when you think of love?

There are many types of love.  God says to love. I love my family. I’m still in love with my ex. Life is a love story. I love reading in bed when it is raining outside. I wonder what true love looks like. etc.

108.If your life was a novel, what would be the title and how would your story end?

Push Hard; the struggle for luck, loyalty and love in everyday life.

Maybe it would end with a question? (Or an ellipsis in parenthesis….)

109.What would you not give up for $1,000,000 in cash?

My morals.

110.When do you feel most like yourself?

When I’m with someone I can share my soul with unabashedly.